A few weeks ago, i posted some wallpapers in my blog at OFC which i did with this wonderful RCA picture. I got some comments but one in particular makes me
smile at first but thus, i had to think more about it.
Here the comment,
**I think you must be in love with the subject of your
art you have captured such beauty!**
For some time, i have listened the song Without You, I've got mixed feelings about this song and i am wondered Why. He literally haunts me with it. I wake in the night and i am hearing the song in my head. It is always in my minds and also, i can't stop my thoughts on this quote. I thought about it and i have finally been able to understand something. There is a truth in the quote above.
The truth is that YES i am literally in love with the whole Clay. The singer, the man, the voice Everything about him gets me passionate. But there is also that i am a married woman with 3 children and i am in love with my family too. These feelings for Clay were buried in me and i would not want really to admit it to myself.
Today i understood that there are A Thousand Different Ways to be in love with someone.
I am in love with my husband, the man with which i am married since 17 years now. It is the man i have chosen to go with for my future.
I am in love with my 3 wonderful and beautiful boys which i love a different way of my husband. It is a mother love.. there are no words to describe it..
And i am in love with Clay for everything he is. I am in love with the way he sings the songs, the ways he puts the emotions in those. Just to listen him brought me tears in my eyes. It is another form of love which i am not able to put any words on it. I know that it is a strong feeling and that it hurts sometimes.
As Clay says in the song "I can't live if living is Without You"
I could not agree more with him! And i can affirm that when you can't or don't want be living without someone it is because you have fallen in love with them. It is the feeling i have in my heart for my husband, my children and Clay. I could not imagine to live a day without to have a thought for him and to live without his music in my spirit. Also, i must not forget to mention you ALL which could not exist if Clay was not come in my life. You have an important part in this love story too.
You must ask yourself, Why she posts it??, What is the necessity to post it?? Well, i do it because it is something i had the need to speak so loud. I would love to have the opportunity to explain it to him one day(of course i would have need of a bilingual friend ). It is inside of me for a long time now and i know that you, my clayfriends, will not judge me.. I know that you will understand what i have meant.
God sent Clay in my life for a reason, i am sure of it. I could not be never thankful enough for this.
Here the comment,
**I think you must be in love with the subject of your
art you have captured such beauty!**
For some time, i have listened the song Without You, I've got mixed feelings about this song and i am wondered Why. He literally haunts me with it. I wake in the night and i am hearing the song in my head. It is always in my minds and also, i can't stop my thoughts on this quote. I thought about it and i have finally been able to understand something. There is a truth in the quote above.
The truth is that YES i am literally in love with the whole Clay. The singer, the man, the voice Everything about him gets me passionate. But there is also that i am a married woman with 3 children and i am in love with my family too. These feelings for Clay were buried in me and i would not want really to admit it to myself.
Today i understood that there are A Thousand Different Ways to be in love with someone.
I am in love with my husband, the man with which i am married since 17 years now. It is the man i have chosen to go with for my future.
I am in love with my 3 wonderful and beautiful boys which i love a different way of my husband. It is a mother love.. there are no words to describe it..
And i am in love with Clay for everything he is. I am in love with the way he sings the songs, the ways he puts the emotions in those. Just to listen him brought me tears in my eyes. It is another form of love which i am not able to put any words on it. I know that it is a strong feeling and that it hurts sometimes.
As Clay says in the song "I can't live if living is Without You"
I could not agree more with him! And i can affirm that when you can't or don't want be living without someone it is because you have fallen in love with them. It is the feeling i have in my heart for my husband, my children and Clay. I could not imagine to live a day without to have a thought for him and to live without his music in my spirit. Also, i must not forget to mention you ALL which could not exist if Clay was not come in my life. You have an important part in this love story too.
You must ask yourself, Why she posts it??, What is the necessity to post it?? Well, i do it because it is something i had the need to speak so loud. I would love to have the opportunity to explain it to him one day(of course i would have need of a bilingual friend ). It is inside of me for a long time now and i know that you, my clayfriends, will not judge me.. I know that you will understand what i have meant.
God sent Clay in my life for a reason, i am sure of it. I could not be never thankful enough for this.
